January 2012
6 posts
I’m cherishing the moments but I’m not pinning much hope on anything concrete. Even though there’s some lingering longing for it to last, I really am just too afraid to give it the ‘all in’. Taking only one step at a time at the speed of a sloth, let’s see how far we can go shall we? Go on, surprise me baby.
December 2011
62 posts
Instead of focusing on whether you are interested in some other ppl, I should divert the attention to how I can make you happier :)
I’ll try to close my eyes and believe what you say.
“I would give up my kingdom to be so loved.”
– Merlin, season 4
It’s Christmas eve today.
But I don’t really feel that excitement and happiness in the air like I do in previous years.
What’s up?!
IT’S CHRISTMAS!!
Overly emotional. Kinda FML don’t you think so?
How do I strike a balance.
I don’t feel safe :’(
You don’t only have eyes for me.
Recently I kept thinking that I would wish for you to release me if you’re not that into me.
Yesterday, while watching the tv about the fashion disaster of some bridesmaid, I commented that the brides did it on purpose to make herself stand out. Somehow this led my bf to saying that my best friend may outshine me if she dresses nicely because she ‘looks good’(quoted from him).
I admit I got upset and alil jealous that my bf had said this. Oh well, I know my BFF is pretty:)...
I’m still a crybaby.
You made me wonder what I did wrong to not have you msging me nor calling me at all today. I waited and waited. Got more disappointed by the hour.
Sigh
I’ll probably get the cold turkey trying to kick off the addiction on you but I’ve got no choice.
My darling, you’re really sweet. Are you for real?
I gotta stop daydreaming.
Your presence is a present:)
Happy happy happy;) thanks for making the effort. It really shows how much you want us to work:)
Your wandering eyes, flirtatious boyish charm puts me on my toes.
I’m confused but I just have to give it my all because it’s all or nothing. With that, I entrust you with the task of keeping my heart safe. Please please please do not break it. I’m so afraid but I just have to take a leap of faith.
Is your heart for me to keep? Is your heart for me only? Only time can tell.
